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I just realized that my life is sad.

Not sad as in "my life is horrible, everyone died, I have no use to live, etc.", I mean it's sad.

Sad as in stupid and ridiculous.

I mean, just think about it.

- I'm crazy
- I have a creepy-ass laugh.
- I'm lazy (and I mean REALLY lazy)
- I'm so stupid that I can't accept myself and my mistakes
- I dream of being something I KNOW that I can't be
- I hurt
- I get inspiration to do something, five minutes later, my inspiration is lost and probably will never be found ever again
- I have an extremely short attention span
- I am LITERALLY clueless about many things without a hint
- I am more truthful about my "inner self" and my "emotions" on the internet than real life (this one is a biggee. It defines how sad my life is)
- I enjoy being "immature" (as others define it, I guess)
- I also enjoy watching shows that are actually meant for 6 - 10 year old children, and when I say "enjoy", I don't mean "enjoy" as in "Oh hey it's _____! This show looks really stupid, so let's go watch it!" I mean it as "AWWWWW, that's so cute!" and be completely into it in a non-mocking way.

etc, etc, etc, etc, etc..


I'm not sulking about it, and I definitely feel fine (no need for the comforting pats on the back right now).

I just need help and advice about how I can improve these things.


BUT THEN AGAIN....
Later on in the day tomorrow, I become a huge lazy slob.
Plus, I spend 7+ hours online instead of doing teen stuff, like texting or playing outside with their friends.

That's really sad, I know.
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EDIT:

Something that cheered me up right away. :)

www.youtube.com/watch?v=A0H2v7…
  • Listening to: Nothing
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing
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:iconchibiisavannah1000:
ChibiiSavannah1000 Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I'm like exactly like this man..
but we do have some differences like sometimes I have a great attention span and others nope
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:iconsnowkirby:
SnowKirby Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2012  Student Digital Artist
I hate my short attention span. ;;


It makes everything worse. D:
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:iconchibiisavannah1000:
ChibiiSavannah1000 Featured By Owner Nov 21, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
;A; -holds-
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:iconsnowkirby:
SnowKirby Featured By Owner Nov 21, 2012  Student Digital Artist
;n;
*cuddles:
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:iconchibiisavannah1000:
ChibiiSavannah1000 Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
-cuddles back- ;;
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:iconsnowkirby:
SnowKirby Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2012  Student Digital Artist
-squeezes-
;=;
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:iconchibiisavannah1000:
ChibiiSavannah1000 Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
;3; -cling-
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:iconsnowkirby:
SnowKirby Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012  Student Digital Artist
;o;

-hugs-
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:iconanimefangirl09:
Animefangirl09 Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I spend 7+ hours online instead of doing teen stuff, like texting or playing outside with friends too. c:
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:iconsnowkirby:
SnowKirby Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Another one like meeeeee :'D
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